In The Middle

I am writing this entry from the ICU. I am being desensitized from an atibiotic that I am allergic to. Today before coming to the ICU I was able to go outside, it was wonderful to sit and let the breeze blow over me. I am anxious to go home but I know that will not be for awhile so I am trying to be content. To my right is a window where I am watching the sun set, to my left my IV pole, the annoying machine is beeping. I look back and forth between these two scenes that are the backdrop of my life.